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I get tired of people questing blood test and EEGs. I struggle with betrayal trauma and head trauma on top of the hope that people stop lying. I had psychiatric specialist, but neurologist do my multiple tests.
Betrayal of that others did not just profit but that they lied about the facts and then tell me to pray. It is worse than a hypercritic. They are just waiting for me to die so they feel good about using me again.
The reason why lying hurts me and betrayal of courts is that people who are innocent will and are the targets. I understand the concept of the brain for females and males are different in the passages and the trauma to the brain that causes significant cognitive changes.
My betrayal is by people who claimed that they loved me and that those who have fought years for a relationship and my doctors have held my hands and read while others tried hard to destroy my life and body. Most have seen more than most should ever experience in a single lifetime. I need a puppy so I would not be so isolated and abandoned, it held with the betrayal by forming a trust bond. I been left to die and this one or two just want what was material and my grandchildren.
I do have betrayal PTSD and complex PTSD, but I use anxiety medication to help slow down my seizures from the multiple TBI. But I have PTSD from betrayal of the facts that people rather me be gone than to live. My wheelchair hurts their image and what hurts me is the image they need me to be remembered as instead of the truth.
A lie and prayer do not make religious sense. Covets and prayer is not a friend but a thief. Hurt to betrayed as even a human being.
My fatigue is severe and I get my IVIG’s and I do much better in standing time and exercise time limits increase by 47.5% after day three.
I feel stress of how to live with nothing and no one and meet my necessities, and those are life. I get stressed when being cut down for facts instead of being supported in the truth. I will curse you over my doctors. I would never let anyone hurt them. But you don’t curse them. I have been thrown out of three small not so smart towns, and I got town that going to pull the phone survives if this ugliness doesn’t cease.
Pride over my life and that sucks!!!
Have a good weekend.
Tonya M Moss in Kennesaw, Ga.